HELLO, HELLO, READERS OF THIS SERIOUSLY MESSED UP BLOG!
well here i am again with another entry! how about another ranting session huh? yeah? YEAH? fuck off.
i actually did feel like ranting. just had an argument with me little gothic ex- sweetie and she basically she got the last say, with me being cruel and i never asked about her happiness. yea i wanted to retaliate about that but oh, she went offline. im a stupid bastard. tomorrow is the last day of school. last day i definitely get to see her. trust me to have this argument tonite, eh? yep, thats me. fucking brilliant as a fucking lightbulb as always. what do i have to look forward to in this life anyway? christmas? oh. brilliant. the fuck am i gonna do during christmas? play games and see movies. yea, joy. what the fuck am i on about? fuck all! fuckin hell.
im a charming little fucker arent i? can u tell i've stopped liking the girl i liked? did i actually like her? i still love gothy, dont i? but theres too many fucking problems between us to sort out. so. i love her, but not all those problems we cause for each other. so what do i do? go out and find a simple girl? oh yea excellent. find a fucking simple girl hu doesnt understand fucking fuck all about the world or the universe or life or anything i think about. goth girl understood. god must be havin a right laugh at this moment. hes probly going 'ahahaha! hes FUCKED! he cant do ANYTHING! ahahahahah! what a dumbass!' yea fuck u too...
what the fuck am i on about? this whole life is fucking retarded.
now ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh, she'll have a perfect day....whoooo
yea that last bit was part of a song.
i should make christmas cards. dont worry about me, im fine. im more worried about her to be honest. i think i hurt her. again. like i've done before. god im a bastard. *sigh*.
right, good fucking night!  | 
